Today would have been your third birthday, unless you had decided to surprise us like your little sister Bree and come a week earlier than planned. I find myself overwhelmed with emotion as I think about what life might be like now had we only known more about PCOS and its side effects when we were pregnant with you. Would you have made it to term? What would your little personality be like? Would you look like your Daddy or more like me? Would you and Adrianna be the best of friends since you would only be 3 years apart in age? What would our life look like with three precious children?
I cannot believe three years has passed already. Though time has helped ease the pain a little and I am able to talk about you without crying now, I still grieve for you sometimes when I am alone. I miss you and think about you often. I long to hold you in my arms and kiss your sweet face and tell you how much I love you. So for now, I look forward to meeting you again one day when we are reunited in heaven.
Love,
Mommy