{"id":1129,"date":"2008-08-15T22:59:08","date_gmt":"2008-08-16T04:59:08","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/noreimerreason.com\/amberandgreg\/?p=1129"},"modified":"2008-08-15T22:59:08","modified_gmt":"2008-08-16T04:59:08","slug":"grieving","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/noreimerreason.com\/amberandgreg\/?p=1129","title":{"rendered":"Grieving"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Thank you all for your thoughts, prayers, phone calls, and messages. They are much appreciated. I am having a really hard time dealing with what happened to Petey. Even though we are now on a fun mini-vacation, Petey and the circumstances of his death are never far from my mind, and it has been really tough. Tears come easily and often. I am dreading our return home where I will be reminded even more often of his missing presence in our lives. Missing his walking partway with us (to the end of his territory I guess) where he then sits and yowls after us as we walk to get our mail, missing the figure-eights around my legs as I sit on the deck, missing him lay near me as I trim my roses, and missing him hang out with Adrianna and I when we play outside. He was just always there; consistently nearby when we were outside.<\/p>\n<p>Please pray for us. Adrianna seems to be handling this fine. She knows Petey &#8220;got really sick&#8221; and died and &#8220;went to live with Jesus in heaven&#8221;. But she gets worried when I cry so much.<\/p>\n<p>I know it is okay to grieve, but I think the process would be so much easier were it not for the horrific circumstances behind his death. I wish I could push that from my mind. That and all the &#8220;what-if&#8217;s&#8221;, such as &#8220;what if I had let him in the garage that night instead of leaving him outside?&#8221; I just never would have imagined such a horrible thing happening. Poor Petey.<\/p>\n<p>Thanks for your prayers,<br \/>\nAmber<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Thank you all for your thoughts, prayers, phone calls, and messages. They are much appreciated. I am having a really hard time dealing with what happened to Petey. Even though we are now on a fun mini-vacation, Petey and the circumstances of his death are never far from my mind, and it has been really [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[42,41],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1129","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-dr-peter-jones","category-our-life"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/noreimerreason.com\/amberandgreg\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1129"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/noreimerreason.com\/amberandgreg\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/noreimerreason.com\/amberandgreg\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/noreimerreason.com\/amberandgreg\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/noreimerreason.com\/amberandgreg\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1129"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/noreimerreason.com\/amberandgreg\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1129\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1131,"href":"https:\/\/noreimerreason.com\/amberandgreg\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1129\/revisions\/1131"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/noreimerreason.com\/amberandgreg\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1129"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/noreimerreason.com\/amberandgreg\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1129"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/noreimerreason.com\/amberandgreg\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1129"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}